(Hell isn't just suffering; it's so much more then that. It's more horrible then anything you could imgaine. But Heaven is more wouderful then you could imagaine. Jesus didn't die for nothing, he died so we could all spend erternite with him in heaven. He died because he loves you, he loves me, he loves everyone.)
Saying I’m in hell isn’t the same as claiming my life being hell. My point was the world’s being hell, but just a few of us might be able to make something out of it. That “more horrible than anything you could imagine” is already happening on this planet, somewhere at some corner. You might still be too young to realize that.
And if Jesus loved all as you declare, then he couldn’t let what he started to be the beginning of centuries of discriminations and persecutions.
The world in not hell, there is some light in al this darkness and I blive that that light is God. For me he is the one thing in my life that I can hold on to. I am aware of some of the things that are happening in the world. Their is a lot of horrible things in it but their is also a lot of wounderfull things.
Imagine (if your are already marrieed, then just bare with me) you met the most wounderful man or woman. You love this person more then you can bare. You both are now inaged and as you are about to get married. Your father is the leader of a mob. He asks you if you like your almost husband/wife. You then find out that your father threated the life of him/her, and all of his/her family, if he did not marry you. The man / woman has been forced to love you.
God did want us to be forced to love him. That is why he gave us freewill. We can do good things or we can do bad things. When we do bad things, it hurts him. We can also love him or we can reject him. Regardly of what you do, love him or reject him, he will still love you.